Wednesday, April 29, 2015

What if?

What if…
What if evil did not exist?
What if every turn you had to make was a left?
What if our computers suddenly revolted?
What if your face randomly changed every morning?
What if the internet randomly quit working?
What if you could only use your smart phone for an hour a day?
What if every single car looked exactly the same, except for different license plates?
What if everyone wore the same outfit every single day?
What if money was nonexistent (barter and trade)?
What if everyone had gills?
What if books were illegal?
What if women still weren’t allowed to vote?
What if everything suddenly doubled in price and wages were cut in half?
What if zombies roamed the earth?
What if superheroes were real?
What if your hair was snakes?

Traits and Characteristics

Her name is Sally. She is generally a very happy person; always tries to be very friendly, especially to strangers. Sally decided to take a trip to the hair salon one day, she was very tired of having boring, straight hair. As she was driving to her favorite hair salon, she paid special attention to all the people she saw as she drove. Many people just enjoying the company of friends, walking along the sides of the street. She walked into the salon and sat down in one of the chairs to begin her wait. She picked up one of the many various hair magazines, as she flipped through the pages trying to figure out what she wanted to do to her hair, she saw a couple kissing and cuddling outside. Being as bored as she was, she found it very funny and began laughing. After recovering from her laughter attack, she took a look around at all the people in the salon, some people falling asleep in their chairs, some employees listening to music, some writing down the things they need to order for the store. Sally finally gets called back to the chair and lounges back to get comfortable. The worker asked her what she wanted. Sally decided she wanted to do something a little different. Sally has a tattoo of a mermaid on her upper arm and a fish earring in her left ear. This gave Sally an idea. She decided to use all the aquatics as inspiration. Blue and green mermaid hair. This definitely matched her bubbly, giddy personality. She told the employee what she wanted and they began talking. They were both really talkative and talked the whole time. Sally began to get sleepy towards the end of the hair dying process. Sleepiness always made Sally very giddy and with giddiness, Sally got loud. They worker thought this was very funny. She finished up Sally’s hair and Sally left the salon to enjoy a lazy evening at home with her great, new mermaid hair.

Stress...From Different Points of View

I’ve always been told that stress is a bad thing, but I’ve never really let it get me down. I’ve never let stress hold me back. I believe that stress is necessary. It goes back to a life lesson: you can’t have the good without the bad. I strongly believe this is true, you need to have hardships to truly identify and appreciate all the good times. Stress is a hardship, but it’s one that you can’t really avoid. Everyone will face tough times and everyone will get stressed to the point of pulling their hair out. But if you learn to appreciate the good times a little more, it makes the times of extreme stress a lot easier to handle. Stress lights a fire inside my soul to make me work a little harder and push a little more. I think that if everyone were to view stress in a similar fashion, there would be a lot less of the typical stress related ailments like high blood pressure and heart attack. Stress can be negative but I think it’s only negative if you allow it to be. If you work really hard to enjoy and appreciate the little things that make life great, stress will be significantly less negative for you. It might seem kind of counterproductive to think of something like stress as a good thing, but apparently this line of thinking can actually save your life. The health psychologist found that stress, when thought about in a way that made it more positive, could actually lower your risk of dying in a stress related way. Something as simple as switching your brain from thinking of stress in a negative to a positive way could help you live just a little longer.

A major conflict I have is with my husband and it’s not a typical conflict, we are trying to have a baby. We are both all for it and both ready for it but it hasn’t been easy. We’ve been trying for about two years now and it just doesn’t get any easier. Every month, we think “oh, this is our month” and every month it isn’t. It gets to the point where we both want to give up but we haven’t. It’s very difficult holding out hope for something that just won’t happen. It’s very difficult listening to all of the “It will happen” “Just wait it out” people. Everyone seems to think that if we would quit stressing about it, it would just happen. But that’s not who we are. I wouldn’t even say that we stress about it, I firmly believe that everything happens for a reason, so our long wait has a purpose. The universe just hasn’t revealed that purpose to us yet. Neither of us will give up hope but it is a conflict. We don’t necessarily argue about it but it does create some tension between us. It’s mostly an inner conflict, I struggle with the fact that it might never happen. It becomes very difficult to see babies or anything baby related.

I am the struggle of trying to conceive. I make good people wait too long to have something they’ve waited their whole life for. I love to watch the faces of people who have gotten so excited fall so rapidly when they realize it just hasn’t happened yet. It’s not always my fault, sometimes it’s something they are doing wrong. Sometimes, I just like to play around with them like puppets on a string. My favorite thing to do is give babies to people who aren’t prepared to have them or can’t take care of them properly and deny them to the people who would be great parents. It’s fun to watch the exasperation of someone when facing a baby who is being neglected. I like to wait just until people have given up all hope to grant them this wish they’ve wished for so long. Especially Misty and Michael, I won’t give them a baby until all hope has been lost, until they don’t want to get out of bed, until they can’t bear to see anything about babies. I live to cause trouble, to twist people up in my web of sadness.


The conflict of trying to conceive is a tough battle for women everywhere. Something they struggle with on the deepest of levels, this is something their bodies were made to do and they can’t seem to do it right. Women will go to all sorts of lengths to try to get that ever wanted positive pregnancy test. They will do all sorts of extremely out there things. The current trend is eating the core of a pineapple every day. It might actually work, who knows? But women everywhere that are trying to conceive find it necessary to run to the store and buy pineapple on the chance that it might actually work. This struggle is very real, women can become extremely depressed because of this. 

If I were a color...?

Yellow

If I were to be a color today, I would be yellow. I’m in a very good mood and very excited for the day ahead of me, so I’m sunshiny yellow! I woke up full of sleep and refreshed. I got in the shower, brushed my teeth, and got dressed. And I smiled the whole time. I fixed my hair and put my make up on and just kept smiling. I’m very excited to start my day after class. I’m being picked up by my wonderful husband and my awesome Milo. And then we are taking Milo to PetSmart to get a new toy. After that, we are going to Bass Pro because Milo likes to look at the fish in the fish tank. We are going to have a nice lunch, where I will share half of it with Milo and Michael will eat most of the other half (They are hogs!) After that, I’m not sure what we’re doing. But today I feel like nothing can bring me down, like nothing can burst my bubble. I’m very on top of the world today. The feeling of pure euphoria is very yellow to me. Anytime I see yellow I think of happiness and joy. How else do you write about a color? There isn’t much more to say. Yellow is bright and sunshiny, filled with warmth and bliss. There is nothing happier than the color yellow, but today I might just have it beat. Yellowyellowyellowyellowyellowyellowyellowyellowyellow It’s so weird how if you look at word, type a word, or say a word too many times it no longer feels like a word or doesn’t look like its spelled right. The human brain is so weird because it thinks things like that. Do you every stop to think about the fact that the brain named itself. Where do words come from? KddfkjdkdjdkDKLAFKDFJFKDLSL  KADFLKF ADLKJjadlkfjagna gaglkjLGhagalnlkj lkjljjlj;bhbijkbgl lhjlgl;hohkljgjkjhuikjhjkukjhkjhk kjkjjkjkjkjkjkjjkjkjkjkjkj klajdfkljakldf mkajkajkl;adsfjkl;asdf;lkjadfal;dkfjadlfkja;lsdkfjasldkjfal; faldkfjal;kdfj al;kdfjalk;djfalk; dkl;fjaakldjffja;jk

Slogan

My slogan is Go Outside. I really feel as though every problem can be solved by going outside. The feel of fresh air is sometimes all I need to rejuvenate myself. My favorite thing about being outside is late at night when you can walk outside, be immediately embraced by a crisp air and look up at the stars. I love feeling like I’m  a part of something bigger and looking at the stars always makes me realize how small I am in comparison to everything else in the universe. I really enjoy taking my dog Milo to the park and going on hikes with him, being outside just instantly improves my mood. It’s also my favorite place to argue with my husband, it seems to make the arguments really insignificant because we are so small compared to all the wonderful things to be witnessed if you just walk out the door. Spring is my favorite season because all the flowers in bloom make the outside so beautiful. It makes for the best hikes. This spring and summer, I’ve decided that every weekend my husband and I are going to take milo to a different park. Milo absolutely loves being outside so it always makes getting out of the house a priority because Milo is very spoiled. What do I write about now? What wlkjjfjfjfjfjdadfljkadfljkafljkdfajkl;adfsljk
Being outside is Fantastic

Being outside in the woods is amazing because everywhere you look is another beautiful thing to be seen. There’s’ always something to look at. Going into the woods and going on a long hike is my absolute favorite thing in the entire world. Usually when we go hiking, we always pack sandwiches and find some really secluded area to stop and eat lunch. What else is there to say about being outside I’m not really sure what else I can say about it everyone has been outside everyone knows what it’s like its not really all that different for me so what else can I even say about go outside being my slogan  go outside and find out for yourself. I don’t think I need to explain to anyone about going outside. I’d really like to go camping this summer because I think milo would really like that. I also plan on taking milo to the lake when we go fishing. He’s not a big fan of water but I think he would enjoy lounging by lake and seeing the fish as we reel them in. 

Romance Story

They had known each other for a long time. Sally and Sam had been together for so many years. They still loved each other like teenagers and every time they looked at each other, they had such a big smile on their face. One day Sam was taking a leisurely drive to Sally’s house. Sam always said Sally’s eyes were just like dark chocolate, warm and dark, full of cheer. Sally thought Sam had the body of Adonis, long and lean, beautifully adorned with colorful artwork.  Sally was always bursting with energy, very childlike. Sam’s voice boomed with the power of thunder and lightning, much like Thor. Sam looked deep into Sally’s eyes and wrapped her in a warm embrace, their lips meeting and bringing down the power of a thousand Mjolnir’s. They pulled away from each other and jovially chortled. Sam ran his fingers through Sally’s straw-like hair. They both lowered down onto the couch in Sally’s front room and Sam turned on Netflix. They eased into the curves of each other’s bodies and settled in for a sluggish evening of slumbering.

I Believe...

I believe that Michael makes my day better.
I believe that Milo makes my heart happier.
I believe in keeping your head up when you don’t want to.
I believe that taking a deep breath can make any situation bearable.
I believe in hope.
I believe where there’s a will, there’s a way.
I believe that leisure time is very important.
I believe that people are good as a whole.
I believe that everyone makes mistakes and they shouldn’t be held against you for too long.
I believe in changing when necessary.

I believe where there’s a will, there’s a way.

Being strong is sometimes an extremely hard thing to do. When everything around you is breaking apart and you don’t really have any other option, it becomes even more important and somehow even harder. Making the choice of what to do with the things around you takes even more strength than actually being strong. Simply choosing that you will be strong is a tough decision. Choosing the other option is even tougher. When presented with any tough situation, I like to take a deep breath in and then push it (and all my negative feelings) out. After that It makes it a little easier for me to choose being strong. I’ve always made that choice. Be strong, keep everyone else together. Be strong, you have to set an example. Be strong, someone else might be feeling weak. You must find the thing you are fighting for and think of it all the time. Use it to keep you strong. I believe that where there’s a will, there’s a way. You can make it through anything. Any tough decision, bad news, heartache, ANYTHING if you truly want to. If you have the will power to pick yourself off, dust of the negativity and fight, you can find a way to beat whatever is holding you down. Fjfadkfjadwhat else do I write I have no idea how to continue my writing what more is there…..it’s a simple statement. Jkla WRITE WRITE WTIEE Simply saying that you are strong isn’t’ enough sometimes, you must prove it to yourself and to the people you are staying strong for. Some people may need the example you’re giving to help them make the choice to be strong the next time they are faced with a tough decision. If you believe in yourself, believe you have the will power, you will be able to get through anything. Ughhhhhhhh